So apparently my emotions are reflected on my blog. I really do
not know if that’s true? I don’t use my blog for introspection. Introspection
is something personal. Something I’d do when I’m alone. But then again, we
introspect in a crowd too. Please don’t give the screen that look. We do; in
lectures when we’re bored, among friends when we’re bored, when we go through
“depression”, when we go through a break up, when we go through a fucked up
phase in life…why is introspection associated with negativity?
Come to think of it, I don’t think a person sits and thinks
about their positive qualities. It’s always about the negative qualities. I
don’t think a person sits and thinks to themselves, “I have a nice face…and
eyes…” there’s always that “but” factor after the positives. “I have a nice
face…and eyes…but I am fat.”
Anyway, I really do not know the point of this blog. Or
maybe I do. Maybe it’s a form of introspection. How I use the virtual world to
escape from the real world. How I use my blog and its audience as a form of venting
my emotions…both positive and negative.
Today’s reasons for introspection: Essay stress, Exam stress,
Studies, Crush problems and the fact that I will no longer be a teenager in 2
days.
Introspection, yes? No. Usual teenage stuff? No. Life? No.
Boredom? Yes.
To prove that I'm bored (and stressed): I wrote this blog while sitting on a kitchen counter. Yes. I am awesome...but sad.
To prove that I'm bored (and stressed): I wrote this blog while sitting on a kitchen counter. Yes. I am awesome...but sad.
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